all I can do

All I can do this morning is cry
Cry for the journey
Cry for the pain
Cry for the relief
Cry for how much it may still cost
Cry for how I don't want to go wrong again

I came this morning,
knowing the need to spend time with You
Last night I knew it to
And we talked
And the words from the John 10 study came back

And I wept
And asked
And told You

I don't know why I'm so afraid
I don't know why I run
Always running to what is easier
Barely learning to trust
Barely learning to hang on
Barely enough hope and faith for each day
And for others