How...

How can I "get it together" Lord
Jesus...
I'm crying out for Your help
Again today
Thought it was going okay
Thought I was set for a good day
Then...this flood of emotions
Where did that come from?
What do I do with it?

Tired
Disappointed
That's one part

Another part
Resistance
To this life that is mine
This life I chose
But parts of it
I don't want
So I balk
Or...
Parts of it
I don't manage well
And when the consequences hit
I lose it

I...
Need
Something
But I don't know what

Jesus...
I run to You