In Advent...for this day

Jesus, how can I live as I ought today?
I'm tired, frustrated, overwhelmed.
I finally had a morning where I got up early again...two actually!
But then get so tired right away afterwards...
Psalm 33 tells me to trust in your unfailing love.
Why don't I?
How can I?

I cry out to you in this day Lord, this season
I've been leading others in Advent worship
I'm supposed to share about the the season
A wonderful opportunity and there are so many things I could share
But I'm discouraged and overwhelmed
Frustrated at things going so poorly with the one other believer in the mix

And...
God, meet me here please.
Show me how to live,
how to trust in Your unfailing love today.