Lord, I cry out to You for this day, for this week.
I need help, to regain energy again. The past 3 weeks were starting to go so good, even on my days off I had energy to do stuff, but then yesterday...such a sluggishness has come again, I'm so lethargic. I had 2 days off this week. On the first one there was lots of energy, but then I had a rather intense (1 on 1 conversations) 9 hour day, then that second day off...didn't have energy to do squat. And when tired, thought to nap, could hardly get to sleep. All I did was read novels...which was good too.
The only difference in my routine from previously is that now I haven't walked 5 days in a row. Before that I had 4 days in a row of walking more than 40 minutes. And a few long days. Oh, and I haven't connected much with friends and family either.
Lord help...help me to live life, to learn how to live responsibly--spending time on things needed, not letting so much pile up. I need to put the brakes on on some things, but I'm not sure what, and I need to keep up the routines that I'm finding to be helpful and healthy.
And if this keeps up, I'm afaid I'll move into overwhelmed, despair, not hearing from You again.
Father, help me this day, to know how to live, to know what to do, and to do it.
Restore my joy. Restore my hope.
May I know You, hear You, walk with You, be held by You. Live in Your joy and love. Live OUT Your joy and love.
And, again, in Jesus name I bind the enemy--don't know if or how much of this is from him, I do know he'd love to see me sink into lethargy and uselessness--so, just in case.
In Jesus Name
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