Oh God, I am so not like You. And I am so in danger of losing it all again. Or, just not keeping up some of the new good habits I'm trying to develop. How I need You. How I need to know YOU.
I see the busyness coming again. By the end of the week I'm sleeping late, getting up late, working long, and most important problem, hardly coming into your presence to really be there to hear, and connect. I have this new journey starting on Monday, but right now it's just a dream, not a reality I even know how to do.
And yet that longing for You is stronger. This knowledge that what I REALLY need is You, to be in Your presence, to know You, to be changed by You.
Even though in danger of "losing it", I'm not yet as busy as before, still living slower, and still mostly living enjoying a peace, joy, insight towards life and my team...that is the most important thing!
Father lead me back again.
Thank you for this webcast--the speakers, the inspiration!
Thank you for the weekend coming, and a slower week with students away.
Help me to properly adjust again, keep working on building the really good habits.
Draw me into Your presence, draw me into YOU, and ...teach me to live this life You have given me.
How I need you Lord.
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