What happened?

God, what happened?
I knew I needed rest, and tried to go there, but didn't "get there," at least on the inside, until day 2.
So...what am I supposed to do now.
All I want to do is cry.
Thankfully I (finally) feeel like I can connect to You
But...time is short
I have much to do
Tomorrow, bright and early I must be up and at it
And tonight, still much to do before that.

I knew I needed rest, time off...
But it was broken off
...